I’m finding it nigh impossible to get to sleep at what people would consider a “normal” hour. My parents have been riding me about waking up before noon. I can’t do it. I can’t do it because I can’t fall asleep before 4 am. I’ve tried. Oh how I’ve tried. I remember staring at the ceiling for what seemed like an eternity. It’s stupid. I’m not doing anything constructive. I’m sitting in the basement watching reruns of Pawn Stars. When I was at school, I’d be up late hanging out with friends. And that sure beats the hell out out sitting in the basement… by myself… bitching about not being able to fall asleep… to people who haven’t even started following this yet. Fucking pathetic.